Poems for your deepest emotions

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2005-01-15T04:11:00.000-05:00

Upon revamping this site the previous guestbook was automatically discarded. This is very unfortunate, i look forward to seeing new comments in this guestbook. I appologize for the set back, please leave any comments you feel necessary. If there was a poem here that you liked, please post a comment and which poem suited you the most. Thank you and hope you will find something here you can relate

Time to go.

2005-01-15T02:56:00.000-05:00

Theres no one for me here to stay One day i will just up and go away Ill regret so much from the past My fathers rift is killing me fast. I hate this life, its never what it should be No matter how hard i try, failure is all I see. Night after Night I lay with so many dreams Ive woken Nightmares come to say Your quiet screams have broken These haunting memories The pain in my token. I have to

2005-01-15T02:55:00.000-05:00

Ive knelt at your altar, ive cut out my heart. Ive lived in your ruins, my pain is your art. -Author Unknown

My plaguing remembrance.

2005-01-15T02:48:00.000-05:00

If I could wash away the shadows. If i could touch the clouds tomorrow If I could stop the pain so hollow. It would end all my sorrow In this life youll live in agony Theres not one time that i am happy. I feel so lost, im am confused. When loves been crossed, you feel so used. oh how i miss the sense of touch. its been so long since I felt so much. With all these dreams, theres no reality. In

A.D.

2005-01-15T02:45:00.000-05:00

As I watch the snow Gently falling down, Ill wish ill know she was around. But since now That can not be, Ill watch the snow in her memory. I hope that she knows Im sorry for what ive done No one in this world Could take her place. None Sometimes i think That she can still hear me I know im wrong But i still have this life to live you see.. Itll always be for you For the times i let you down

My Life

2004-08-09T15:29:00.000-04:00

Im lost in a maze I struggle for days The endless pain Cant clear the stain. In this pit of darkness, i lie. With the sound of a hopeless echo, I cry. I want you to understand, I try But there is nothing i can do, but die.

fuck off

2004-08-09T15:24:00.000-04:00

Im so tired of being sad Whats happened to me just makes me mad This is my life, I live it everyday Theres not a moment that I feel ok This is my life, I hate to say Im never happy, I just feel the pain Im so tired of feeling this way I wish some day..it will all go away You’ve all abandoned me, where do your loyalties lie I thought we were close, but it was a lie…I have to say I hate my life…why

hypmotized

2004-08-09T15:23:00.000-04:00

i cant see in your eyes because theyve turned black and im hypmotized i cant realize that your not the one for me but i will survive you say such terrible lies youve hurt me so much i cant believe its you im weak to your cries so sensitive to you touch another one dies

2004-03-03T21:19:00.001-05:00

When will this feeling end? Will loneliness ever part? I wonder if there is someone To fix my wounds and heal my heart j9

2004-03-03T21:19:00.000-05:00

Living without the love that I need, I wish that I could take the lead. I want to stand on my own, Without the feeling of being alone j9

I am...

2004-01-28T13:50:00.000-05:00

A man with a heart, a man with a soul. I'm not a work of art, I jsut want you to know. Im caught in a gaze, in which you amaze. Those beautiful eyes have left me adaze... I wish to know more, I wish to know why But im not so sure, Just how to comply. This beautiful girl, I wish to tame Its funny though, I dont know your name. -C.S.

Giving Up.

2004-01-04T00:58:00.000-05:00

Whatever was, could not be. Whatever is, should not be. And there is you, who I cant see. If it is true, then you will fine me. -C.S.

Break Away

2003-10-11T19:24:00.000-04:00

What happens in your life Counts on you Opinions cloud you mind Your soul in a fog To thick for light A prisoner, confined Can't blame others For what you've caused They don't matter Your mistakes misguide you A spiral of doom Your whole world shatters Break away, free yourself Break away from the shadows Free yourself of chains that bind Fill what was once hollow Yourself inside You can not

2003-09-09T23:23:00.000-04:00

"If I am permitted a fair fight, roses will fall upon me as I grace the skys with your pressance once again..." -C.S.

A Rose

2003-09-02T00:47:00.000-04:00

A simple rose can brighten any day so hold it to your nose and sniff the pain away. -C.S.

What have I done...

2003-08-30T12:45:00.000-04:00

With this confusion that is left behind And all my worries aren’t hard to find I spend my time thinking about you I never know just what to do I cry and cry and try some more And I fail to realize you’re at the door I never meant to hurt you I’d give my life just so you’d know its true I bring things up that are hard for you I try to forget, it’s hard for me too I’ve had many downs at times in

2003-08-24T19:09:00.000-04:00

< post deleted > -C.S.

I dont know...

2003-08-22T02:57:00.000-04:00

Im so sorry for the things that ive done I dont know what to say anymore Its not like I want a gun I just got stressed and wasnt sure Too many troubles for me right now Ive been through so much Nobody can understand how but i dont know what it is about your touch Im lost sometimes i dont know what to do Im not what everyone thinks I am But how can I show that its true? Im not sad Im not mad Im

The Let Down

2003-08-21T22:04:00.000-04:00

There was a hope Without a lost tomorrow No temptations by this rope or an endless sorrow Welcomed here with open arms My heart was lifted from the mud it was burried Mystified by your charms I was lost and love was hurried Im not what you want I hear it everyday My features do not comply So what more is there to say -C.S.

Delightful Hope...

2003-08-17T13:45:00.000-04:00

There is light on this darkened moon Dont live in fright Relief will come soon Hold your head up high and never ever cry Trust and try and relief will come soon There is a hand that rocks the cradle There is a answer to every wish There is a smile for all of sadness And youve given me that hope, to end all this madness Since I met you I forgot the feeling of pain It came without a bit of

Lost Cause

2003-08-16T01:02:00.000-04:00

What a hesitant life to live I strive to smile Never shy to give Seems like such a long long mile So many chances for fun So much time for nothing Sometimes I want to run Then I find ive got something What? it has no meaning It is not life that holds me back Sometimes its as if im screening And get lost in all the black Some say im too nice Some say im too sad Truth is, im like ice Im slick,

It doesnt matter

2003-08-06T14:29:00.000-04:00

One day I woke up And I peered into your eyes I sigh and I break up My heart crys. When flowers bloom I must assume Your presence is near I feel a tear For only beauty like yours Can cause spring so true My heart is yours What else is new? I’m thankful for you I should not be

A breeze of hope

2003-08-03T18:14:00.000-04:00

I remember the silky air in the jaded night It passes through like a soft aria Love has blossomed -C.S.

Memories...

2003-07-31T00:58:00.000-04:00

Sometimes a whisper in the heart of night can put at ease all the wishes of a caring person who would stop all of existence, to secure someone’s happiness. Instead there is silence, only to hear are the shrieking sounds of the emptiness around you. You crawl lifelessly to reach a helping hand but it’s torn away from you as if you had no standing as a man. A sigh desperately from your lungs

My brain exam

2003-07-30T14:55:00.000-04:00

I decided to take a break from a poem for a sec and post this. I thought it was interesting. I took this exam and got these results...i found it relevant to this website. Chris, you show a slight right-hemisphere dominance with a moderate preference for auditory processing, an unusual and somewhat paradoxical combination of characteristics. You are drawn to a random and sometimes nonchalant

2003-07-29T23:07:00.000-04:00

With you looking at me You make me feel high Every single thing you do to me Is like I'm drunk. -DMB

My hell is my Reality

2003-07-26T01:18:00.000-04:00

Im conquered and lost Im all alone Ive forgotten what was And am on my own There was a time when serenity was mine There was a time that I wasn’t confined Every day from my waking moment I feel the pain and plead with content Please take me away Take me away from my whole life Save me from this hell I live I believe that I’ve died once already I must have sinned a sin of unforbidden forgiveness

Pain

2003-07-21T01:37:00.000-04:00

With this pain I see no light Every day I strain And try to fight I’m losing this battle Of life, theres no end Im riding a horse with no saddle On my way to hell I feel a void, an empty heart awaits I’m lost and alone My future holds black traits Things I wouldn’t have cared to have never known This is my life A dark hole of emptiness When will it end? When will it end? I wallow in self

Cry

2003-07-13T03:01:00.000-04:00

The words stream through my mind Sitting quietly though screaming inside My soul bleeds, lost in frozen time Overflowing with memories that for years I've tried to hide You say I have no right I am conquered by your temarity and will never survive another endless fight The trainwreck is coming to steal my sanity You have come so close to slipping and still swear you'll never give into it all

My death dealer

2003-07-12T14:51:00.000-04:00

This beam shines light on the dark that surrounds me but deepens the wounds that cover me A curse is cast upon me, that which brings a feeling of solicitude to my heart and loneliness to my reality Unveiling an unknown hatred of the one whose stubborn selfishness takes the remedy without necessity Fighting every moment against psychotic urges that change the dream that should have been

2003-06-29T13:40:00.000-04:00

To Not Be I have no excuses I felt I trusted I ended Time is on speed and I haven’t moved in years Murdered by reckless abandon It was your good intentions that killed me and I hate you for that Therefore I despise myself You are a fire whose flames Have devoured my meaning Leaving nothing but a pathetic mistake I don’t want to be anymore Burn me back to life -Stephanie April

Deception

2003-06-28T23:30:00.000-04:00

All this hate inside For you because you hide Constantly decieved by your lies They have no idea what the truth ties All of you know nothing Your blind to the ways of deception Stay away from me in my loathing You have no idea of conception Contradictions from all of you There is no victim Choices have been made that are true You already convict them Why make it harder? Is there not enough?

2003-06-28T08:41:00.000-04:00

"Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections."

Regret

2003-06-24T05:03:00.000-04:00

It is life that has chosen me to hide. Therefore it is I who must fight with my own pride. I swallow back my fears, I cry many tears. In this life I know, im not much for show. But Id give anything, to be yours. -C.S. 02/26/03

Sad life

2003-06-20T08:45:00.000-04:00

All this confusion in my mind Ill think of you nearly everyday Whats lost may be hard to find But the pain still hurts, in nearly every way -C.S.

Disappointment

2003-06-20T08:34:00.000-04:00

Constant lies from the ones that love you Instant betrayal at the blink of an eye. Such harsh punishment for the faults of another Hate, what is lost is gone forever -C.S.

Hope

2003-06-19T19:57:00.000-04:00

If there was a way To take back the pain I would And if you could say I love you today You should -C.S.

2003-06-15T22:24:00.000-04:00

a lesson to be learned a token to be earned when you betray my love you kindle this hate and all my rage inside -Author Unknown - not me...i sware...

Lost Love

2003-06-09T23:32:00.000-04:00

As I watch the snow Gently falling down, Ill wish ill know she was around. But since now Thats not meant to be, Ill watch the snow in her memory. I will miss my girl I will miss her face, No one in this world Could take her place. -C.S.

Such a beauty...so Lost

2003-06-03T18:05:00.000-04:00

Enlightened shadows in a darkened mist What brought this thunder with an iron fist Captured memories of a lost heart Unveiling alleys to an unknown ark. A hidden light in the shadows of thee A wonderous voice of an angel to be A lightening crash rings through my ears The pain of the flash has taken my years. The voice has silenced The light has dimmed All those smiles Have come to an end

2003-05-31T13:48:00.000-04:00

As time goes by the memories grow You look at the past and it starts to show You look around and everythings changed Nothings familiar, you think you're going insane Remembering all the smiles you made But even those are starting to fade You feel like you're prisoner With even this you're not quite sure It's Slipping away Start thinking to yourself It's Slipping away Feels like

2003-05-30T20:04:00.000-04:00

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one, I hate myself

Hurt

2003-05-26T14:17:00.000-04:00

I smoke all day The pain turns gray I hate to say I am this way Its life thats so hard Everyday it gets worse Sometimes it gets too hard My life is a curse I tell myself everyday That I suffer for you I hurt in every way So that you can be you I tell myself That someday it will pay off Someday I will be happy Its a lie I have To keep myself alive Such a pity the world we live in It could

Confusion

2003-05-24T01:31:00.000-04:00

A darkend sun Brightened shadows The weight of a ton As lite as arrows Lifted time Silent chime Unveiling roses Twisted poses Sometimes a scream Is never heard But what is a dream? To hear, without a word -C.S.

2003-05-20T18:56:00.000-04:00

Then, the darkness grew thicker I looked up and I realized It is always darkest before the sunrise Because when I looked up I saw the sunrise in your eyes In every darkest night there is a moment of peace also a moment of great sadness A longing never felt As you watch the stars As long as this heart beats Beat for you it shall It shall wonder in darkness Until a light prevails

Disappointment

2003-05-13T07:46:00.000-04:00

You looked in my eyes You told me that you loved me My heart still crys From the lies you could never see I took your hand With my body and soul And now your gone again But this time the pain takes control My heart is an open book Bleeding the passion thats been torn away No use for words Nobody understands I care not for the pain I care not for the past This time it left a stain A grewsome

2003-05-11T14:48:00.000-04:00

I'm so tired of being here supressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

2003-05-08T22:57:00.000-04:00

ill not write anymore after this ill not i never meant to hurt anyone never i just needed to let out my thoughts if it makes you feel better ive deleted everything all that ive struggled through the past few months i shall keep to paper and pen now and pray that no one would take a peep i write on paper too actually even now my eyes are really painful i cant cry anymore i have nothing left in

Thankful

2003-05-03T19:30:00.000-04:00

I sit alone on the side of my bed Wondering what had become What was meant? I hang my head bracing it with my hands How could this happen? My heart beats harder at the thought A tear runs down my cheek I sigh desperately I was alone so long So many nights thinking I belong that way So many times I gripped my pillow and cried I wished for someone to help me Someone please take me away from this

2003-05-01T23:36:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I fee like that puzzle piece that doesn't quite seem to fit anywhere...I fake it real well, making it look like I could be "that piece" in several places, and I keep getting picked up because people are excited and think I'm going to fit...but come to find out I'm the WRONG piece

2003-04-30T23:35:00.000-04:00

So lately, I've been wonderin Who will be there to take my place When I'm gone, you'll need love To light the shadows on your face If a great wave should fall It would fall upon us all And between the sand and stone Could you make it on your own If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go And maybe, I'll find out The way to make it

Endless Hope

2003-04-27T15:06:00.000-04:00

All is lost with no doubt much sorrow I sway in the winds my hopes for tomorrow A fight for sanity to proceed with life To be someday no longer will I live in strife -C.S.

2003-04-24T02:33:00.000-04:00

With all these tears I have but one thought. I’ve got all these fears, but not one has been taught I’ve done all this myself, in an effort of sorrow. I cant change their ways, not even tomorrow. -C.S.

2003-04-21T22:09:00.000-04:00

All hope is hidden All love is lost Part of life is admitting This pain is my cost Ive got to hide my love Ive got to pretend to be A single flying dove Alone at sea My words are thrown away My soul is dying There are no more things to say Ill take my last breathe sighing -C.S.

2003-04-20T00:47:00.000-04:00

Departed What Dreams lie in the hearts of the lost? How many times must they pay the cost? I can not amend, this who I am No one is left, last taken by a friend My weakened soul by the grace of another To nothing it matters I’m sorry to bother I drift onto the day, as it comes to show Your life must stay and I blithely will go All is left is what it pays A lifeless heart alone it stays I

2003-04-02T13:21:00.000-05:00

Bring Me To Life How can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my court where I've become so numb? Without a soul; my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold, until you find it there and lead it back home. (Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. ) Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. ) Bid my blood to run. (I

2003-03-23T21:54:00.000-05:00

Whats happy is sad What happened makes me mad Its love that just went bad But I think of what we could have had C.S.

2003-02-03T00:07:00.000-05:00

All hopes and dreams Just walked out the door Forever it seems Just what is it for? I will forever have the dream, that one day she will walk through that door with open arms and we will begin our lives together. A new life, a happy life , a peaceful life...forever...

2003-02-02T20:14:00.000-05:00

Well...I suppose that there can be an occasional post that isnt a poem....there will still be a daily poem tho...i promise. You ever notice that when something dreadful happens to you in your life nearly every song on the radio somehow relates to it. Ive heard so many songs today about guys losing their girls. Talking about "Ill never let you down, even if I could" by 3 Doors Down, and almost

2003-02-02T12:55:00.000-05:00

Im out of energy theres nothing left Im here like infantry Just marching towards death I see no use In my words of truth I feel the pain Of nothing to gain My heart that mattered to someone so far Has now been shattered By the one called darkstar Ive tried and tried To plead the truth Ive cried and cried But whats the use. It is my fault That she leads the way I let her down Nearly every day

2003-02-01T08:28:00.000-05:00

Im lost, im confused too much hurt, too much pain the cost, i refuse i fear, i wait Oh whats the use, i cant do this anymore...

2003-02-01T08:22:00.000-05:00

I cant believe shes gone My whole life awaits me of pain and misery What have I done? Theres pain youll never see.

2003-01-31T11:03:00.000-05:00

Too much pain In this life for tomorrow Will I ever gain and end this sorrow? I asked for marriage Cause my feelings are forever They will not be gone in this lifetime, ever. No one understands I have nothing left Its truth no one believes they say its for the best My love is eternal in this life and the next All I want is hope Dont take that too, im trying my best

2003-01-30T11:40:00.000-05:00

*sigh* I have nothing to say. My lifes too shady. Cant live this way. I love you Katie.

2003-01-29T13:09:00.000-05:00

Have you ever had truth noone believed? Have you ever had done what noone concieved? This is my life Ive lost my wife. Ive lost my dreams because of my screams I can do it right forever this time Its in my sight just need a sign My heart crys out to never let go I want to shout I love you so

2003-01-28T12:57:00.000-05:00

My life has changed So much so sudden With everything that ranged From life to nothin I cannot sleep I cannot eat I cry and wheep I lie in heat We had something so wonderful, so great And then one day Its all taken away Because I failed, I hid, I hate. No more those feeling will be That much, im sure. Just wish she would see. Im nothing without her Shes my life, my body, and soul I wish I

2003-01-27T17:05:00.000-05:00

Forever in a life Ill wonder what if She was supposed to be my wife Now shes hurt and pushed to the cliff I want to save her For my life as well as hers Perhaps im the one needing the saving I need her back, the rest of my life is caving

2003-01-27T12:42:00.000-05:00

I need a chance to show my truth I need to dance with pride and youth. Theres so much That means to me A simple touch A new world youll see If hope is lost it cannot be a hard cost to show you, youll see I know in ways my mindset is true Ive waited days to speak to you With all the pain and agony Its not in vain just try, youll see I let you do what you had to do Its my turn now just let me

2003-01-26T16:59:00.000-05:00

Im all alone In this world again My love was not shown Ill pay the price, you win.

2003-01-26T16:46:00.000-05:00

My rage is gone Theres nothing to say I had the one and let her slip away

2003-01-25T23:22:00.000-05:00

One day I woke up And I peered into your eyes I sigh and I break up My heart crys. (Love) When flowers bloom I must assume Your presence is near I feel a tear (Happiness) For only beauty like yours Can cause spring so true My heart is yours What else is new? (Admirance) I’m thankful for you I

2003-01-25T23:21:00.000-05:00

This is a blog with simple poetry. A simple way to express myself in the deepest and best ways I know how to. I hope there is someone out there that can relate.